celebrating failure

the day i celebrated my failure
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It is really difficult to say with smiling face that papa mai fir se fail ho gaya and that to without giving CENTER FRESH. Anyway i decided to send that news by my sis who is expert in delivering bad news in a healthy mood(although sometimes in worst manner too).I got a strong weapon on my side that I had cold and cough so that am certified to do bad in exam and a negative pin pointing my additiction of playing firmville in facebook which my parents knew beacuse of my sis,the informant.


It was the 2nd exam of my training and my so called luck whose nick name is badluck gave me a seat from where neither I could see anyone else's screen nor can communicate during the exam.The only person sitting in front of me had to change her seat after 5 min of exam as her system crashed.Anyway I gather all my self and tried to focus on my screen after viewing all the empty seats nearby me.Out of the 5 books tought for the 2nd exam I completed 4. and the 1st question was from the book I left for my bookself.From that one i was sure that my luck is immensely with me today.But i found the question paper was too easy and completed the 2 hour paer in just 50 mins. And after it I discovered that the question paper was not that easy when i saw the message that BETTER LUCK NEXT TIME,U HAVE SCORED 65%.


After seeing this also my so called sentiments dont change.I didnot feel anything bad.Rather I leave the hall and went to the canteen and have a coke . After the Exam we,the trainees gather and i found that only 5 of us scored above 70% means majority is on my side. Someone gave the news that two girls who scored 65% were crying at cafeteria cause they were failed at the border line. "What the hell,Why am not crying then ?"i asked to my self.But i did not got much time to think cause my friend called to have a fruit salad with him in canteen. I went there and have a fruit salad,then noodles,then veg puff but all those tastes much bad .

It was the day our company was celebrating a cultural day called "the vikings".It was in another building. many of the trainees left for their locations but I thought:
"Failure is the gateway to innovation. In order to progress, we need to bring our small defeats into the open."
and i along with my 2 friends decided to join the culturalevening.The show was awsome.Though the rock band was worst but the way they sang TOBA TERA JALBA TOBA TERA PYAAR in between a BRYAN ADAMS SONG was the coolest number.The girls who were dancing were too beautiful which dont allow us to leave the show in between. It was like bonus when free tiffin and dinner was declared. There were free game stalls organized by employees and from those game stalls also i get some more failure certificates.

we left the office at 9:30.in taxi some one gave a speech:
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The magic happens when you reverse your thinking. If you swing the pendulum to the maximum failure zone, it will swing back to the maximum success zone as well. Sustaining the pendulum swing on the maximum failure will give you constant maximum success. The more you experience failure, the more successful you become. The more no's you get, the more yes will come up. This is not just a proven logic, but also a fundamental truth."




Let it be true. may god help me in cracking the next ones. gud nite.